As I must do something or go mad, I write
this diary. It is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an
hour and take something to eat, for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed
that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will be, God knows, required
today. I must keep writing at every chance, for I dare not stop to think. All,
big and little, must go down. Perhaps at the end the little things may teach us
most. The teaching, big or little, could not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse
than we are today. However, we must trust and hope. Poor Mina told me just now,
with the tears running down her dear cheeks, that it is in trouble and trial that
our faith is tested. That we must keep on trusting, and that God will aid us up
to the end. The end! Oh my God! What end? . . . To work! To work!
Van Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor Renfield, we went gravely
into what was to be done. First, Dr. Seward told us that when he and Dr. Van Helsing
had gone down to the room below they had found Renfield lying on the floor, all
in a heap. His face was all bruised and crushed in, and the bones of the neck
Dr. Seward asked the attendant who was on duty in the passage
if he had heard anything. He said that he had been sitting down, he confessed
to half dozing, when he heard loud voices in the room, and then Renfield had called
out loudly several times, "God! God! God!" After that there was a sound
of falling, and when he entered the room he found him lying on the floor, face
down, just as the doctors had seen him. Van Helsing asked if he had heard "voices"
or "a voice," and he said he could not say. That at first it had seemed
to him as if there were two, but as there was no one in the room it could have
been only one. He could swear to it, if required, that the word "God"
was spoken by the patient.
Dr. Seward said to us, when we were alone, that
he did not wish to go into the matter. The question of an inquest had to be considered,
and it would never do to put forward the truth, as no one would believe it. As
it was, he thought that on the attendant's evidence he could give a certificate
of death by misadventure in falling from bed. In case the coroner should demand
it, there would be a formal inquest, necessarily to the same result.
the question began to be discussed as to what should be our next step, the very
first thing we decided was that Mina should be in full confidence. That nothing
of any sort, no matter how painful, should be kept from her. She herself agreed
as to its wisdom, and it was pitiful to see her so brave and yet so sorrowful,
and in such a depth of despair.
"There must be no concealment,"
she said. "Alas! We have had too much already. And besides there is nothing
in all the world that can give me more pain than I have already endured, than
I suffer now! Whatever may happen, it must be of new hope or of new courage to
Van Helsing was looking at her fixedly as she spoke, and said,
suddenly but quietly, "But dear Madam Mina, are you not afraid. Not for yourself,
but for others from yourself, after what has happened?"
Her face grew
set in its lines, but her eyes shone with the devotion of a martyr as she answered,
"Ah no! For my mind is made up!"
"To what?" he asked
gently, whilst we were all very still, for each in our own way we had a sort of
vague idea of what she meant.
Her answer came with direct simplicity, as
though she was simply stating a fact, "Because if I find in myself, and I
shall watch keenly for it, a sign of harm to any that I love, I shall die!"
would not kill yourself?" he asked, hoarsely.
"I would. If there
were no friend who loved me, who would save me such a pain, and so desperate an
effort!" She looked at him meaningly as she spoke.
He was sitting down,
but now he rose and came close to her and put his hand on her head as he said
solemnly. "My child, there is such an one if it were for your good. For myself
I could hold it in my account with God to find such an euthanasia for you, even
at this moment if it were best. Nay, were it safe! But my child . . ."
a moment he seemed choked, and a great sob rose in his throat. He gulped it down
and went on, "There are here some who would stand between you and death.
You must not die. You must not die by any hand, but least of all your own. Until
the other, who has fouled your sweet life, is true dead you must not die. For
if he is still with the quick Undead, your death would make you even as he is.
No, you must live! You must struggle and strive to live, though death would seem
a boon unspeakable. You must fight Death himself, though he come to you in pain
or in joy. By the day, or the night, in safety or in peril! On your living soul
I charge you that you do not die. Nay, nor think of death, till this great evil
The poor dear grew white as death, and shook and shivered,
as I have seen a quicksand shake and shiver at the incoming of the tide. We were
all silent. We could do nothing. At length she grew more calm and turning to him
said sweetly, but oh so sorrowfully, as she held out her hand, "I promise
you, my dear friend, that if God will let me live, I shall strive to do so. Till,
if it may be in His good time, this horror may have passed away from me."
was so good and brave that we all felt that our hearts were strengthened to work
and endure for her, and we began to discuss what we were to do. I told her that
she was to have all the papers in the safe, and all the papers or diaries and
phonographs we might hereafter use, and was to keep the record as she had done
before. She was pleased with the prospect of anything to do, if "pleased"
could be used in connection with so grim an interest.
As usual Van Helsing
had thought ahead of everyone else, and was prepared with an exact ordering of
"It is perhaps well," he said, "that at our meeting
after our visit to Carfax we decided not to do anything with the earth boxes that
lay there. Had we done so, the Count must have guessed our purpose, and would
doubtless have taken measures in advance to frustrate such an effort with regard
to the others. But now he does not know our intentions. Nay, more, in all probability,
he does not know that such a power exists to us as can sterilize his lairs, so
that he cannot use them as of old.
"We are now so much further advanced
in our knowledge as to their disposition that, when we have examined the house
in Piccadilly, we may track the very last of them. Today then, is ours, and in
it rests our hope. The sun that rose on our sorrow this morning guards us in its
course. Until it sets tonight, that monster must retain whatever form he now has.
He is confined within the limitations of his earthly envelope. He cannot melt
into thin air nor disappear through cracks or chinks or crannies. If he go through
a doorway, he must open the door like a mortal. And so we have this day to hunt
out all his lairs and sterilize them. So we shall, if we have not yet catch him
and destroy him, drive him to bay in some place where the catching and the destroying
shall be, in time, sure."
Here I started up for I could not contain
myself at the thought that the minutes and seconds so preciously laden with Mina's
life and happiness were flying from us, since whilst we talked action was impossible.
But Van Helsing held up his hand warningly.
"Nay, friend Jonathan,"
he said, "in this, the quickest way home is the longest way, so your proverb
say. We shall all act and act with desperate quick, when the time has come. But
think, in all probable the key of the situation is in that house in Piccadilly.
The Count may have many houses which he has bought. Of them he will have deeds
of purchase, keys and other things. He will have paper that he write on. He will
have his book of cheques. There are many belongings that he must have somewhere.
Why not in this place so central, so quiet, where he come and go by the front
or the back at all hours, when in the very vast of the traffic there is none to
notice. We shall go there and search that house. And when we learn what it holds,
then we do what our friend Arthur call, in his phrases of hunt 'stop the earths'
and so we run down our old fox, so? Is it not?"
"Then let us come
at once," I cried, "we are wasting the precious, precious time!"
Professor did not move, but simply said, "And how are we to get into that
house in Piccadilly?"
"Any way!" I cried. "We shall
break in if need be."
"And your police? Where will they be, and
what will they say?"
I was staggered, but I knew that if he wished
to delay he had a good reason for it. So I said, as quietly as I could, "Don't
wait more than need be. You know, I am sure, what torture I am in."
my child, that I do. And indeed there is no wish of me to add to your anguish.
But just think, what can we do, until all the world be at movement. Then will
come our time. I have thought and thought, and it seems to me that the simplest
way is the best of all. Now we wish to get into the house, but we have no key.
Is it not so?" I nodded.
"Now suppose that you were, in truth,
the owner of that house, and could not still get in. And think there was to you
no conscience of the housebreaker, what would you do?"
get a respectable locksmith, and set him to work to pick the lock for me."
your police, they would interfere, would they not?"
"Oh no! Not
if they knew the man was properly employed."
"Then," he looked
at me as keenly as he spoke, "all that is in doubt is the conscience of the
employer, and the belief of your policemen as to whether or not that employer
has a good conscience or a bad one. Your police must indeed be zealous men and
clever, oh so clever, in reading the heart, that they trouble themselves in such
matter. No, no, my friend Jonathan, you go take the lock off a hundred empty houses
in this your London, or of any city in the world, and if you do it as such things
are rightly done, and at the time such things are rightly done, no one will interfere.
I have read of a gentleman who owned a so fine house in London, and when he went
for months of summer to Switzerland and lock up his house, some burglar come and
broke window at back and got in. Then he went and made open the shutters in front
and walk out and in through the door, before the very eyes of the police. Then
he have an auction in that house, and advertise it, and put up big notice. And
when the day come he sell off by a great auctioneer all the goods of that other
man who own them. Then he go to a builder, and he sell him that house, making
an agreement that he pull it down and take all away within a certain time. And
your police and other authority help him all they can. And when that owner come
back from his holiday in Switzerland he find only an empty hole where his house
had been. This was all done en regle, and in our work we shall be en regle too.
We shall not go so early that the policemen who have then little to think of,
shall deem it strange. But we shall go after ten o'clock, when there are many
about, and such things would be done were we indeed owners of the house."
could not but see how right he was and the terrible despair of Mina's face became
relaxed in thought. There was hope in such good counsel.
Van Helsing went
on, "When once within that house we may find more clues. At any rate some
of us can remain there whilst the rest find the other places where there be more
earth boxes, at Bermondsey and Mile End."
Lord Godalming stood up.
"I can be of some use here," he said. "I shall wire to my people
to have horses and carriages where they will be most convenient."
here, old fellow," said Morris, "it is a capital idea to have all ready
in case we want to go horse backing, but don't you think that one of your snappy
carriages with its heraldic adornments in a byway of Walworth or Mile End would
attract too much attention for our purpose? It seems to me that we ought to take
cabs when we go south or east. And even leave them somewhere near the neighbourhood
we are going to."
"Friend Quincey is right!" said the Professor.
"His head is what you call in plane with the horizon. It is a difficult thing
that we go to do, and we do not want no peoples to watch us if so it may."
took a growing interest in everything and I was rejoiced to see that the exigency
of affairs was helping her to forget for a time the terrible experience of the
night. She was very, very pale, almost ghastly, and so thin that her lips were
drawn away, showing her teeth in somewhat of prominence. I did not mention this
last, lest it should give her needless pain, but it made my blood run cold in
my veins to think of what had occurred with poor Lucy when the Count had sucked
her blood. As yet there was no sign of the teeth growing sharper, but the time
as yet was short, and there was time for fear.
When we came to the discussion
of the sequence of our efforts and of the disposition of our forces, there were
new sources of doubt. It was finally agreed that before starting for Piccadilly
we should destroy the Count's lair close at hand. In case he should find it out
too soon, we should thus be still ahead of him in our work of destruction. And
his presence in his purely material shape, and at his weakest, might give us some
As to the disposal of forces, it was suggested by the Professor
that, after our visit to Carfax, we should all enter the house in Piccadilly.
That the two doctors and I should remain there, whilst Lord Godalming and Quincey
found the lairs at Walworth and Mile End and destroyed them. It was possible,
if not likely, the Professor urged, that the Count might appear in Piccadilly
during the day, and that if so we might be able to cope with him then and there.
At any rate, we might be able to follow him in force. To this plan I strenuously
objected, and so far as my going was concerned, for I said that I intended to
stay and protect Mina. I thought that my mind was made up on the subject, but
Mina would not listen to my objection. She said that there might be some law matter
in which I could be useful. That amongst the Count's papers might be some clue
which I could understand out of my experience in Transylvania. And that, as it
was, all the strength we could muster was required to cope with the Count's extraordinary
power. I had to give in, for Mina's resolution was fixed. She said that it was
the last hope for her that we should all work together.
"As for me,"
she said, "I have no fear. Things have been as bad as they can be. And whatever
may happen must have in it some element of hope or comfort. Go, my husband! God
can, if He wishes it, guard me as well alone as with any one present."
I started up crying out, "Then in God's name let us come at once, for we
are losing time. The Count may come to Piccadilly earlier than we think."
so!" said Van Helsing, holding up his hand.
"But why?" I
"Do you forget," he said, with actually a smile, "that
last night he banqueted heavily, and will sleep late?"
Did I forget!
Shall I ever . . . can I ever! Can any of us ever forget that terrible scene!
Mina struggled hard to keep her brave countenance, but the pain overmastered her
and she put her hands before her face, and shuddered whilst she moaned. Van Helsing
had not intended to recall her frightful experience. He had simply lost sight
of her and her part in the affair in his intellectual effort.
When it struck
him what he said, he was horrified at his thoughtlessness and tried to comfort
"Oh, Madam Mina," he said, "dear, dear, Madam Mina,
alas! That I of all who so reverence you should have said anything so forgetful.
These stupid old lips of mine and this stupid old head do not deserve so, but
you will forget it, will you not?" He bent low beside her as he spoke.
took his hand, and looking at him through her tears, said hoarsely, "No,
I shall not forget, for it is well that I remember. And with it I have so much
in memory of you that is sweet, that I take it all together. Now, you must all
be going soon. Breakfast is ready, and we must all eat that we may be strong."
was a strange meal to us all. We tried to be cheerful and encourage each other,
and Mina was the brightest and most cheerful of us. When it was over, Van Helsing
stood up and said, "Now, my dear friends, we go forth to our terrible enterprise.
Are we all armed, as we were on that night when first we visited our enemy's lair.
Armed against ghostly as well as carnal attack?"
We all assured him.
it is well. Now, Madam Mina, you are in any case quite safe here until the sunset.
And before then we shall return . . . if . . . We shall return! But before we
go let me see you armed against personal attack. I have myself, since you came
down, prepared your chamber by the placing of things of which we know, so that
He may not enter. Now let me guard yourself. On your forehead I touch this piece
of Sacred Wafer in the name of the Father, the Son, and . . ."
was a fearful scream which almost froze our hearts to hear. As he had placed the
Wafer on Mina's forehead, it had seared it . . . had burned into the flesh as
though it had been a piece of white-hot metal. My poor darling's brain had told
her the significance of the fact as quickly as her nerves received the pain of
it, and the two so overwhelmed her that her overwrought nature had its voice in
that dreadful scream.
But the words to her thought came quickly. The echo
of the scream had not ceased to ring on the air when there came the reaction,
and she sank on her knees on the floor in an agony of abasement. Pulling her beautiful
hair over her face, as the leper of old his mantle, she wailed out.
Unclean! Even the Almighty shuns my polluted flesh! I must bear this mark of shame
upon my forehead until the Judgement Day."
They all paused. I had thrown
myself beside her in an agony of helpless grief, and putting my arms around held
her tight. For a few minutes our sorrowful hearts beat together, whilst the friends
around us turned away their eyes that ran tears silently. Then Van Helsing turned
and said gravely. So gravely that I could not help feeling that he was in some
way inspired, and was stating things outside himself.
"It may be that
you may have to bear that mark till God himself see fit, as He most surely shall,
on the Judgement Day, to redress all wrongs of the earth and of His children that
He has placed thereon. And oh, Madam Mina, my dear, my dear, may we who love you
be there to see, when that red scar, the sign of God's knowledge of what has been,
shall pass away, and leave your forehead as pure as the heart we know. For so
surely as we live, that scar shall pass away when God sees right to lift the burden
that is hard upon us. Till then we bear our Cross, as His Son did in obedience
to His Will. It may be that we are chosen instruments of His good pleasure, and
that we ascend to His bidding as that other through stripes and shame. Through
tears and blood. Through doubts and fear, and all that makes the difference between
God and man."
There was hope in his words, and comfort. And they made
for resignation. Mina and I both felt so, and simultaneously we each took one
of the old man's hands and bent over and kissed it. Then without a word we all
knelt down together, and all holding hands, swore to be true to each other. We
men pledged ourselves to raise the veil of sorrow from the head of her whom, each
in his own way, we loved. And we prayed for help and guidance in the terrible
task which lay before us. It was then time to start. So I said farewell to Mina,
a parting which neither of us shall forget to our dying day, and we set out.
one thing I have made up my mind. If we find out that Mina must be a vampire in
the end, then she shall not go into that unknown and terrible land alone. I suppose
it is thus that in old times one vampire meant many. Just as their hideous bodies
could only rest in sacred earth, so the holiest love was the recruiting sergeant
for their ghastly ranks.
We entered Carfax without trouble and found all
things the same as on the first occasion. It was hard to believe that amongst
so prosaic surroundings of neglect and dust and decay there was any ground for
such fear as already we knew. Had not our minds been made up, and had there not
been terrible memories to spur us on, we could hardly have proceeded with our
task. We found no papers, or any sign of use in the house. And in the old chapel
the great boxes looked just as we had seen them last.
Dr. Van Helsing said
to us solemnly as we stood before him, "And now, my friends, we have a duty
here to do. We must sterilize this earth, so sacred of holy memories, that he
has brought from a far distant land for such fell use. He has chosen this earth
because it has been holy. Thus we defeat him with his own weapon, for we make
it more holy still. It was sanctified to such use of man, now we sanctify it to
As he spoke he took from his bag a screwdriver and a wrench,
and very soon the top of one of the cases was thrown open. The earth smelled musty
and close, but we did not somehow seem to mind, for our attention was concentrated
on the Professor. Taking from his box a piece of the Sacred Wafer he laid it reverently
on the earth, and then shutting down the lid began to screw it home, we aiding
him as he worked.
One by one we treated in the same way each of the great
boxes, and left them as we had found them to all appearance. But in each was a
portion of the Host. When we closed the door behind us, the Professor said solemnly,
"So much is already done. It may be that with all the others we can be so
successful, then the sunset of this evening may shine of Madam Mina's forehead
all white as ivory and with no stain!"
As we passed across the lawn
on our way to the station to catch our train we could see the front of the asylum.
I looked eagerly, and in the window of my own room saw Mina. I waved my hand to
her, and nodded to tell that our work there was successfully accomplished. She
nodded in reply to show that she understood. The last I saw, she was waving her
hand in farewell. It was with a heavy heart that we sought the station and just
caught the train, which was steaming in as we reached the platform. I have written
this in the train.
Piccadilly, 12:30 o'clock.--Just before we reached Fenchurch
Street Lord Godalming said to me, "Quincey and I will find a locksmith. You
had better not come with us in case there should be any difficulty. For under
the circumstances it wouldn't seem so bad for us to break into an empty house.
But you are a solicitor and the Incorporated Law Society might tell you that you
should have known better."
I demurred as to my not sharing any danger
even of odium, but he went on, "Besides, it will attract less attention if
there are not too many of us. My title will make it all right with the locksmith,
and with any policeman that may come along. You had better go with Jack and the
Professor and stay in the Green Park. Somewhere in sight of the house, and when
you see the door opened and the smith has gone away, do you all come across. We
shall be on the lookout for you, and shall let you in."
is good!" said Van Helsing, so we said no more. Godalming and Morris hurried
off in a cab, we following in another. At the corner of Arlington Street our contingent
got out and strolled into the Green Park. My heart beat as I saw the house on
which so much of our hope was centred, looming up grim and silent in its deserted
condition amongst its more lively and spruce-looking neighbours. We sat down on
a bench within good view, and began to smoke cigars so as to attract as little
attention as possible. The minutes seemed to pass with leaden feet as we waited
for the coming of the others.
At length we saw a four-wheeler drive up.
Out of it, in leisurely fashion, got Lord Godalming and Morris. And down from
the box descended a thick-set working man with his rush-woven basket of tools.
Morris paid the cabman, who touched his hat and drove away. Together the two ascended
the steps, and Lord Godalming pointed out what he wanted done. The workman took
off his coat leisurely and hung it on one of the spikes of the rail, saying something
to a policeman who just then sauntered along. The policeman nodded acquiescence,
and the man kneeling down placed his bag beside him. After searching through it,
he took out a selection of tools which he proceeded to lay beside him in orderly
fashion. Then he stood up, looked in the keyhole, blew into it, and turning to
his employers, made some remark. Lord Godalming smiled, and the man lifted a good
sized bunch of keys. Selecting one of them, he began to probe the lock, as if
feeling his way with it. After fumbling about for a bit he tried a second, and
then a third. All at once the door opened under a slight push from him, and he
and the two others entered the hall. We sat still. My own cigar burnt furiously,
but Van Helsing's went cold altogether. We waited patiently as we saw the workman
come out and bring his bag. Then he held the door partly open, steadying it with
his knees, whilst he fitted a key to the lock. This he finally handed to Lord
Godalming, who took out his purse and gave him something. The man touched his
hat, took his bag, put on his coat and departed. Not a soul took the slightest
notice of the whole transaction.
When the man had fairly gone, we three
crossed the street and knocked at the door. It was immediately opened by Quincey
Morris, beside whom stood Lord Godalming lighting a cigar.
smells so vilely," said the latter as we came in. It did indeed smell vilely.
Like the old chapel at Carfax. And with our previous experience it was plain to
us that the Count had been using the place pretty freely. We moved to explore
the house, all keeping together in case of attack, for we knew we had a strong
and wily enemy to deal with, and as yet we did not know whether the Count might
not be in the house.
In the dining room, which lay at the back of the hall,
we found eight boxes of earth. Eight boxes only out of the nine which we sought!
Our work was not over, and would never be until we should have found the missing
First we opened the shutters of the window which looked out across
a narrow stone flagged yard at the blank face of a stable, pointed to look like
the front of a miniature house. There were no windows in it, so we were not afraid
of being overlooked. We did not lose any time in examining the chests. With the
tools which we had brought with us we opened them, one by one, and treated them
as we had treated those others in the old chapel. It was evident to us that the
Count was not at present in the house, and we proceeded to search for any of his
After a cursory glance at the rest of the rooms, from basement
to attic, we came to the conclusion that the dining room contained any effects
which might belong to the Count. And so we proceeded to minutely examine them.
They lay in a sort of orderly disorder on the great dining room table.
were title deeds of the Piccadilly house in a great bundle, deeds of the purchase
of the houses at Mile End and Bermondsey, notepaper, envelopes, and pens and ink.
All were covered up in thin wrapping paper to keep them from the dust. There were
also a clothes brush, a brush and comb, and a jug and basin. The latter containing
dirty water which was reddened as if with blood. Last of all was a little heap
of keys of all sorts and sizes, probably those belonging to the other houses.
we had examined this last find, Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris taking accurate
notes of the various addresses of the houses in the East and the South, took with
them the keys in a great bunch, and set out to destroy the boxes in these places.
The rest of us are, with what patience we can, waiting their return, or the coming
of the Count.